My life is oh so different.
I work alot now, perhaps too much but i need money.
Two jobs as of yet and soon to add a third.
But also i like life, i get to hang out with roomates and girlfriend and friends and its jolly.
But i miss george and colleen and heather, and i dont have enough time to requiem that.
i dont have enough time to do anything really, except work and eat and sleep and hug and kiss and do school work.
Im so tired all the time, and i get cranky so easily as a result of it and i hate that. i hate not being able to do what i want when i want.
i hate having a real life, i want to live in a hunter gatherer society with good healthcare. where all i have to do is hunt for food and make my own stuff and sell the things i make on ebay to make enough money to go on vacations now and then to all the parts of the world i want to go. all i need is a decent laptop to stay connected with what is happening, just not be a part of it, so i can observe the rest of the ill-willed, ignorant world crash and burn.
anyway, that will never happen so i will have to make due with the options presented to me. which is make money and save it right now. and do good in school. which isnt gonna be hard as long as i stay on top of my school work, mostly reading shitloads of pages for nursing and studying my ass off.
oh, georgie, i may not be needing any statistics help after all, i find it to be easy and actually quite enjoyable.
i miss friends. i want them all to come up and be merry with me. colleen is comng up tomorrow, i dunno what we will do or if ill be up for doing anything, having class from 10-1 and work 130-8 but i shall make my best effort to have a good time with her.
i need to get some sleep. maybei can find time to update again in like a week.
this post sounds sad. or bitter. its not really, i am actually really happy, just really happy and really busy is all. i am very thankful for the things i do have, like a girlfriend that loves me very much, and relatively agreeable roomates. but there is alot i need and need to do. and once i get it done i will have time to do the stuff that i really enjoy. like waste time and play pool and go to hershey park and shoot groundhogs and watch the cougar and the bobcat enjoy their catnip and watch good movies and listen to good music and so on and so forth.
i cant wait for the aristocrats to come out on dvd. i will lay my head down now.